I've been smoking cannabis on and off for about 8 years. I took my fist hit when I was 15 or so. I used to be a class presidsent in middle school (8th grade) that was prior to my parents moving me to a new school. I found the wrong group of friends at the new high school and you all the know the story from there.
As of late, my memory is dodgy. my motivation is shot. I can be emotional and I have a helpless feeling.
I'm back in college at the age of 25. I have a beautiful GF that I love so very much. I often lie to her about the pot use so doesn't catch on to the "problem". Even though I dont currently have a job I still a find a way to get some.
Im quitting soon as Im sick of feeling like an idiot. Will my memory come back? Some people have reported that even after heavy use they were able to return to normal. I am so scared that this is permanent. I have a hard time remembering the easiest things.