I cleaned my apartment from top to bottom last night. My hobby for the last 5+ years has been mostly getting high and watching music or playing video games, and am discovering that without the weed the movies and videogames don't hold my attention very long.



Suddenly find myself in the position of having not enough good hobbies to fill my time, which is great actually. I guess this is the first step in developing some hobbies that other people might be interested in. I know I lost more than a few girlfriends because of how much time I spent vegging out and doing nothing - and friends get bored coming over and doing that.

That crazy intense longing for weed is gone - I still miss it constantly, but it isn't as intense anymore. Starting to think I might actually pull this off.