Just any advice or help people could offer : (

[lionofjudah1988]

I am so tired of trying to stop smoking weed and failing. I had another go this month but my only friend (a stoner) wanted to get together and my own brother (live with him) is always offering it.



I know you cant get physically addicted...but my brain is all messed up I know it. Its like im only motivated to get high. I dont want anything else. Even when I abstain for months, I still feel like an addict. Like nothing could top that. I mean it feels like I cant even think straight unless im high.

On top of this, I am terrified of so many things. The withdrawal. Failing again. Being alone and bored. I have lost contact with so many friends and it feels like I cant repair those bridges.

Weed numbs me to all of this. And I know this is why I do it. I am so scared. Its like having a stool kicked out from under you. Without the weed to kill all the bad thoughts...I will have to face up to the mess I have go myself in (no friends, no partner)...and that is the scarriest thing of all.

I want to try giving up again...it just feels like im slowly losing hope

[Toffnar]

I know exactly how you feel. I keep trying and failing to quit and this time during my wean i'm starting to have panic attacks and horrible anxiety. It isn't easy and I hate the fact that life just generally feels better when I give in and get high as appose to standing my ground and trying my best... It's a revolting paradox that makes one feel ever more lonely and sad. But hearing of people breaking the mental barrier and actually sorting there addictions out is what should keep us going through all this crap. We'll get there, i'm damn sure of it!