Hello to all,
Its been a little while since i've visited these forums. I was on here for a while and had some successful attempts at quitting but now im back into herb for close to 2 months or so now.
Just a bit of feed back. I just went through some of the most difficult times of my life and I was in a deep depression and at that time, weed was really beneficial to me. It helped me out of the suicidal mind set.
I am now happy to share that I am no longer depressed and I am quite healthy. I am 3 weeks into not smoking a cigarette, Ive only drank alcohol once in the past 3 to 4 months, I juice green vegetables every day, dieting, and exercising on a regular basis.
I wanted to create this log for my own personal use so when I look back I can remember what it was like, also hopefully this will help someone else in the future.
My reasons to quit.. well I just created a diagram and pretty much I have many many goals on my list and all of which the process to achieve them are hindered by the use of marijuana. The only way I was able to justify my use was if I were able to use it like once a month or on special occasions but lets be honest, I am an addict and to try and pull that off would be a lot more difficult than just to lay off the herb for good.
One last thing.. I have quit weed for over 30+ days several times but for the most part failed most of the time. I wouldn't even consider 30+ days a success but you get the point.
That being said i believe this time will be the most easiest and most rewarding time of them all.
My plan for tonight is to smoke some herb, enjoy it... go to sleep very early, wake up at 7 am, juice, and get on with the day. I am shooting to sleep early for the first week, and we will see how the insomnia plays out. Hopefully I am looking at just 3 days of insomnia if at all.
Will log and let everyone know.
Thanks for reading.
btw: I am 26 years old, recent college grad, from Atlanta, GA.