Day 4 my mind is messin with me

[LeddFarmer]

Wudd up peoplezzz... It's day four 4 me and generally I feel ok and proud of me self but my mind is Tryin to Play tricks and justify my nasty habit but I say screw u mind u messed me up before but not this time! I quit ciggis too and compare to hash it's easy to quit dem.... I can't sleep but I'm staying positive and just study for my exams and try not to think 2 much and I don't drink alcohol I never did I don't know how it even taste and I ain't going to cause I wanna be high on life hommyzzz
so take it easy and don't try to argue with ur mind just make ur self buissy like a bee and eventually all the cravings will go away ... Be a lion not a *****!

[Unregistered]

Hey man!

I hear what you are saying.

To often the relapses happens when things start to get better, like day 3 or 4. Dopamine levels start to get back to normal, and a spliff would just send you straight to nirvana.

But then the guilt and old habits starts to form, and that ecstatic first half hour does not seem to justify continuation.

Preferebly I would like to smoke once a month, but I know myself good enough to know that is not an option for me.

Be a lion, I like that!

[LeddFarmer]

U r very right this wat happened 2 me last time I tried to quit, after few days I felt great and my confidence was hi like it had some white widow and I smoked a spliff but like u said after the buzz was gone I started to feel like shit and regret it so I smoked some more and relapsed all the way.... But this time I'm ready and I know I can't smoke even a little bit cause of my addicted personality and I ain't gonna mess it up... Take care and good luck to everybody out there trying to stay high on life...
Peace out