Hey all, when i graduated high school which was 2 years ago i started to hang out w some people that i thought were my friends. you know how it goes. at first i started smoking once every few weeks and slowly it developed into an everyday habit. there has been less than 10 days in the last 1.5 years that i haven't smoked. i've been trying to quit the past few months and it hasn't been successful because my friends are always trying to smoke me down and it just seems impossible. but lately i have been feeling really depressed and just not myself and i want to start getting things going in my life. i think this high i get is so great, but i think of what life was like before i started smoking and it was much better. everything was much clearer and i was much happier. and now when i'm not high i'm depressed or super anxious and i'm not as social as i used to be and i really want to change this so i feel like i need to quit. and not getting any support from my friends i decided to post on here with updates and hopefully get some positive support.