Weed addiction, cant stop smoking

[dirtysanchez]

Hello to everyone...
I am 20y old now, started to smoke when I was 14.. at first it was just 2-3 times per week with my friends, then after 1 or 2 years I started smoking home alone, just becouse of that feeling to get high, starting to belivue that games, movies and other things are better when you are high. Now I smoke 1g per day alone and something with my friends every day... the thing is that I have everything I wish now... girlfriend, job, good (smoking) friends, going on collegue, but deep down in me i know that I could be much much much more productive and happy without weed... every night I am thinking why am i smoking that shit and promising to myself that i will quit next day. I even realize my thoughts when my ego say SMOKE ONE... but when I quit for day or two, I realize that there is something missing and started to thinking I will go with one joint per week but we all know how this works... I feel like I wont stop smoking till something bad happens, then i will realize that this is bad for me... and this is with all things in my life... i am waiting till last moment, for now everything worked fine for me in my life but I now it wont be like this for ever...
Any thoughts on this guys?

[Zatguy]

All those vows and challenges we make to ourselves can backfire when you break them. They cause a lot of guilt. If you're smoking and you hear that voice, ignore it. Your own thinking is what gets people like you and I in a trap like this. By going to this forum and getting information, you're doing what you should be doing....bypassing your own thinking. Predicting future pain from your habit also doesn't help because fear and anxiety are just as bad. You're doing all the same stuff all of us did when we wanted to stop. We all made those same vows, threats and terrible predictions. For me, the only thing that stopped me was a 12 step program and doing 90 meeting in 90 days. Last few days I posted some other stuff here that might help. Try to relax, be patient and don't put too much pressure on yourself. Eventually you'll find your way because you have the goal in your head, but you'll need to be patient because you may stop tomorrow or 30 years from today but eventually you'll get to your goal. Like they say, there are many ways to get to the North Pole.

[mark brook]

Well when I left the weed it was hard but I had a luck chance I was posted on a project in Asia there I was unable to find weed although there was very cheap but that was not the quality so I decided to leave it first 2 weeks was very hard but after that I feel I never ever use it.
So I think try to leave it for 2 weeks and after that I hope you will see the change.