I posted a couple of threads on this site about 5-6 months ago after being off weed for around 2 months. A couple weeks after my last post I fell back into the habit of smoking every day. I am here now trying to quit once again, Ive avoided social events and relationships because I would rather smoke then see my friends or have a girlfriend. I hate what smoking weed has turned me into. I finished school 8 months ago and have done nothing, I want to get a job and do something with my life but I have little to no motivation. I am always tired and can barely remember anything anymore. Its my first day sober today, many more to come hopefully.