today is my second day after many many many attempts to quit smoking.
i have horrible cravings and am isolated from the world.
i know support helps but i have none.
i feel like i am caving in and am so close to smoking!
i know that smoking has majorly had a negative effect on my life but it wont stop me.
i also know that if i never quit,my problems will only worsen.
i have all these dreams but something inside tells me getting there is impossible.
i have locked myself up in order to not smoke and am feeling horrible.
i dont want to do.