It's been a great help reading your messages.
I'm 36 married with one young child and i've been a heavy pot smoker for 18 years. In the last two and half years i have gone from being a succesful person that generally only smoked in the evenings and sometimes all day at the weekends to an all day smoker with no job. I've been smoking an ounce a month and recently it would only last a couple of weeks.
Finally i realise that i am at a cross roads that i've been at before, i can choose to continue and loose everything or change and everything can be mine again. Sounds like a simple decision, until night fall. As soon as the evening hits, the mood swings get worse, i'm angry, sad and hell to be around.
I can't sleep, i feel sick, migranes, i feel lonely, sad, lost, unable to think strait and the list goes on.
Thanks to reading your messages i don't feel so alone now. I'm hopeing things get better soon as my relationship with my wife has got even worse since quiting.
Well done to all of you and i hope i can follow your examples.